Abaddon's Problem to the friendships now !!!

Now is 2nd day of the chinese new year...
And now only can on9 a little time...
Why I'm like that???
Although my friends are same class with me now,
but I cannot talk with them...why?
When I want to talk to them, and I dunno wat topic can I talk?
How to I chat with them??
Can u tell me how to do I do???
My friends, How do I make our relationship/friendship become closer?
Can u teach me?

Today, I get my result...
And I only get 2A's...
Beside that, I as a Chinece person and my chinece's result only get D !!!
OMG......
Am I chinece???
Saya seorang cina ???
我是华人吗？？？
I really unbelieveable that my chinece get "D"!!!
It make me confuse......
How do I suppose to do now?
My father will take "rotan"and "belt" to kill(shoot) me until he 'siok'!!!!
How do I suppose to do now?
How do I suppose to do now?
How do I suppose to do now?
Who can help me???

Tomorrow result

Tomorrow is 30 December 2008,
and I will get the PMR result from school...
I'm waiting my PMR result now until my legs very cold and need to wear socks...
OMG...it's terrible...
why my mother want to cancel the internet service...why...why must be cancel!!!
then I only continue write my blog at internet cafe...
Now only have 6 days will be school begins...
But I really apprehension because my result will change my subject in Form 4...
I hope my result can successfully mininum pass all...
Hope my friend also get success in the result!!!
God bless me and my friend!!!

please don't be mind reading because my english is broken...